... during
all that time, the time of the preparation of the Longsal retreat, the main
activity in general, that is to say predominant every day, was the beach in the
morning.
It was
usually early; I would say at 9:00 a.m. In general, one was waiting for Rinpoche
on the beach.
That
morning maybe, I had arrived a little bit earlier, or Rinpoche took a little
bit longer. I was doing the short thun between two little boats, between two [peñeros]
that were on the sand not in the water. I was protected, that is to say, that I
was not very visible. and Rinpoche arrived with Fabio, I don't remember if Rosa
was present. When he passed in front of the peñeros, he stopped, turned around
and looked at me and said something like: "Michel, what are you doing?
here, we are normal people. We don't want to be seen as weirdos here! So,
practice is at your house." - Something like that, not his exact words,
but very definitive.
It was
clear that any action ... although, of course we were a very particular group,
hippie and all this, but let's say, within an accepted social classification.
But not as practitioners of a particular religion. No no no no, the teacher
didn't want that.
In general,
there are many things, that have to do with the beach.
We often
did "Shariputra" -(laughs)- "shariputra" was throwing water
and water with the hands, to new people, newcomers, who stood in the center of
a circle that we formed together with the master. There were many people who
came and came, from outside for the Longsal retreats and for the other retreat,
the one that would be before, the retreat for the instructors.
Then, the
new people would stand in the center and we would half drown them by throwing
water on them. That was "Shariputra".
It was
generally associated, before or after with bathing. I already told you that
every morning we went to bathe, and as Zaragoza is a cold-water beach,
apparently, because the winds come from behind. The trade winds come from the
land and push the water that has warmed up in the sand, pushing it towards the
open sea, and that water that moves away is replaced by cold water coming from
the bottom. Because, while the water at Playa El Agua is warm, in Zaragoza it
is cold. And, everyone, including Europeans, Fabio, and Adriano in particular,
had a hard time getting into that cold water.
It was hard
for me but I didn't say it, and I always tried to enter the water with the
teacher. But the teacher saw that I was suffering when I went in. That day he
said to me, "Michael, don't feel the cold. Be the cold." - well, believe
it or not, but from that moment, from that day, and for years, now I don't know
if it still works for me, but for years I was able to enter with the master in
the water without feeling the cold. At least, not in the way I felt it before.
Yes, then, that
capacity of integration, you would say to me, if I am an accomplished person,
it is not very extraordinary for me to do this. I mean, I think it would be a
consequence of a spiritual realization, right? But I don't think I'm at that
level. (laughs).
But I was
able to receive that direct transmission of being able to bathe without feeling
the cold.
Then,
little by little we would swim further out, passing the last little boats like El
Lorena 2, I remember the name of that little fishing boat, but much bigger than
a normal sardine boat.
We would go
all the way out there. When we arrived, everybody would do the plancha and the Song
of Vajra and then, we would come back and maybe do the "Shariputra".
That was
more or less the tradition we had at that time, it was very, very nice.
Not
everybody would hold until the end of the Song of Vajra because of the cold,
and some would go back earlier but in general, people would come and go back
with the teacher, throwing sand, laughing, and finishing on the beach with the
"Shariputra".
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